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　　ForeverWhat ? Last forever is how long ? TrueLoveWhat is it? Who would give up everything for love ?

There is a song called "forever" , there is a song called " Zhenaiwudi " ... ... there are many, many . Once, I listen to them . AlwaysMovingI jordan 13 believe there is pure love in the world . But now , I really can not believe that , really ... ... After the injury and heartache , I can no longer believe because I love has been overtaken by a butterfly only wound up ... ...

First met riffraff process, very occasionally , butRomanticI, always thought that it is fate . We hit it off, he was very intelligent, humorous conversations , revealed a wit , is the kind of great intellectualBoy. After a chat , we pass the message . See his e-mail , I can not help heart , in this age of green apple .

We later had a telephone conversation . His voice sounds good , very young , very simple. PeriodTimeI call him every day and so on . He always called on time every day , so , every day East 1 , West 1 of chatting , during that time , I feel goodHappyPeriod of time. If the day did not hear his voice , I feel good empty . ThatFeelIt is impossible to describe , kind ofWaitThe anxiety and miss .

I know that I love him, like a vision of jordan 14 sweet flower blooming general .

But ... ... then , phone less , he always had a lot of reasons , I believe he time and again , again and againDisappointed. Until then , I could not believe his reason . I know , this is only a dream. My sadness swept over his network , he did not know . Never know ... ...

He asked me to paging him, but each time he did not wait until the complex plane . Occasionally met online , he would apologize to me . I would rather deceive himself, he is really busy ... ... I like the fool 's fool pier , to wait , the more so the more cold heart , the more so the more heart sank .

However , he told me via e-mail ; he loved me. Full of sweet promise , he said he is waiting for me , and even life ; he said, I forgive him no time to contact me . I believe him, although I have not thought about his commitment.

Finally , we have more and more distant , like jordan 17 every other several seasons . To see him come in to play the display of the word, without any expression, sentence by sentence , like the night skyBeautifulEmpty fireworks . I deceive myself, but also how the loss of heart filled discontent . Have made sworn : If he still refuses to resume machine , I would never ignore him . However , as long as he say the word, I will listen to him, always instinctively drawn to him .

I do not know how , this yearSummerThe weather was jordan 2 particularly strange , more rain , the rhythm . I often stand beside the telephone booth , to wait , blankly watching the falling rain drop by drop , has been close to my heart down , will feel confused wet . Like my heartTear, Although not from the eyes down , but the heart has burst a lake ... ...

Finally, I wake up. What vows are jordan 5 just my own silly , your going to believe .

She is aBeautifulSpecimens , lying on the cold glass cabinets have a full five hundred years.

500 years ago, she used jordan 11 her voice in exchange , made himself a shamanLoveSpecimens , such as her lover to recognize her . Magic , the shaman said to her : "You will lie on the magic glass-fronted cabinets in five years , no one can carry you away . Five hundred years later , so the person you will pass through here , if you believe then that he would Out , call your name , you can open the cabinet , from End of the World and never told him to flee ; if he did not call you names , you will be turned into a pile of ashes , forever may not Takumi man . "

She laid her hands together at heart , showing one of the most beautifulSmileIt was the look he once hooked , and she thought he must be able to look at themselves recognize , as he had doneTenderSaid in her ear that he looks like to see her smile ,ForeverWill not forget .

Shaman shook his head and said to her : "You jordan 12 have to bear the greatPainCan the magic effect , you can not afford the kind of look because of the terrible suffering and change , you're making a beautiful smile and no longer used . "

She still laughed and said : " Come on, I'm not afraid . I will maintain this smile , he looks like me smile . . shaman began to cast a ... ... a sharp pain , her body without consciousness.
She saw him coming. She would like : call me by my name! So we can never together. However, after a long time , he did not say anything, just stare at her a long time , and then reluctantly turned and left .

A glass case at the moment he turned and slammed the fragmentation . She heard the voice of his body melted , and she knew the magic would come into force , he will forever not be able to bounce back . She actually had no regrets at this point . "I finally wait until you come, I can finally take your favorite smile from the ... ... the jordan 25 next day you have to keep treasure , I can not accompany you to forgive ... ... . "

She felt they were about to disappear , the exhaustion of the last vestiges of the effort of their own into a heart shape , and wits . He suddenly heard the cracking sound behind a violent , inexplicable mind a sharp pain . Suddenly turn around , only a small pile of ashes on the ground to see , like most heart . He flew back, touching the heap of ashes ,TearQuietly dropped .

Yes, he thought up. He told a long time agoWomanSaid: " I have a stone heart. " Woman said: "The next life , I will do a stone . "

He carefully wrapped pile of ashes , into the card pocket . From then until death , the heap of ashes are not left his side , he never said a word opening .

It turned out he never got the sound to the gods for change appearance , so his wife can recognize his next life . These jordan rings five years, he has been looking for that woman, when he saw the stone that moment , he was shocked ! Call that name in his mind countless times , but , even calling off the liver and intestine , and he can no longer open ... ... . past lives , they miss defends ; this life , they are still suffering in the fate of each will be missed . Then the next life they will have a perfect love.

WhenManThe arm pull into a flower around theWomanNeck saying " marry me " to the group , the women always secretive smile , do not take it , not do not want to marry him , she is not ready , feel that their not mature enough to jordan 6 do mental Someone 's wife.

She declined for men is not discouraged , butTenderImplicitly said: "Never mind , wait , wait one day, we are tired , I will lend you a pair of arms , so you rely on properly . " At that moment, she felt very warm , very practical mind , thought : He dotes on this has been more than good !

One day soon , her work just out of the unit when the door , they found his shoes opened a large wound, her anger and resentment , full of grievances .

This is two days before he was to buy their jordan 7 own shoes , what made me so ashamed of parallel imports . So thinking , she felt that he was liableResponsibilityMan ,LifeDetails , the point is not concerned about them, fortunately have not promised to marry him. She was indignant to think , must give him some color , and let his own faultPayCosts . I met him, a woman was silent , the man saw the bloom of the shoes in a woman 's feet entangled with , suddenly well aware , he did not know how to explain to her , a look of embarrassment .

December 'sWinter, cold and windy , woman sandals, but split opened its mouth to be nipped her? Men think to myself, it opened its mouth : " I'll get back to buy double it? " woman glared at him , walking forward limped stubbornly . Snow in the sky , the street corner , a woman saw an old man is shoe repair , shoe stalls she pouted sitting next to his shoes on the old man before the man hurried over and explanation, and people are busy bargaining , it is his Required daily homework .

Old man began to shoe repair , the woman suddenlyFeelSurprisingly, cold feet , a deep-seated pain in an instant my heart. Are hesitant , the one jordan 8 foot from the next over, and a man : " Come on , put your feet on my feet on the ground is too cold . " side of a man bent over the woman while talking on his feet Shoes on , and the leg of a stocking wrapped inside the trousers exposed out of the woman's feet to the packets . Woman looked at him innocently , speechless .

Just a flash, a woman has a warm feel from the depths of the soul came out of the snow in the sky , in this city street corner , a man is his own temperature, heart quietly transfer his feet . She has never been feltMoving, eyes feel the existence of a bustling, leaking liquid flowed , ice crystals , the freezing cold inside their own .

In the frosty night , she takes her head on man's jordan 9 shoulder and told him: "Now, noSelect, And marry thee. " Just because a small detail , the women decided to entrust his own life , love sometimes does not need much , just an action that was enough.

Women have a pair of pure and noble feet , small size, coupled with exquisite high heels , will instantly show their posture . Thus , both the heat of the summer , or in the snow , they never mean to show their feet ... ... but they do not know is that , like feet , such as heart , is also required temperature . When a personLonelyTo walk on the way home , when a personLonelyTo live in a strange corner of the city , when they suddenly find themselves in the foot would go so cold , this time, how theyHopeWith the other leg extended from the other side of the bed over, warm , like Chun-yang , like catkins . One foot to another foot , not far , just need to step away , and we sometimes warm when jordan 10 touched to that point , but with a full life .

I first met her was when I was a honeymoon in the morning . Long time ago , people would knock on the door .
I am wearing nightdress , unkempt open the security door . Standing in front of me , is a slightly gaunt jordan 20 temperament is very goodWoman. She took a big suitcase , carefully asked: "is a good and decent Muslim ? "I nodded , she added: " I am that wisdom can come in? "
She has a deliberate smile, polite and courteous, there has never been among our warm atmosphere , keeping into retreat in a critical state . I do not think that wisdom with the first meet , is such a scenario, such a rush, I nodded blankly , all sincerity :
"Come along. "
I certainly know that wisdom , she is my new husband 's ex-wife good Muslim . Two years ago, their divorce agreement because of personality clashes . But occasionally there are telephone contacts with each other also maintainedFriendLike thoughts and greetings . Although , I believe that divorce can deal with the relationship as jordan 3 such , is an accomplishment , but also a state . But this has not been seen for a woman , or let me grudge after all , her husband did the wife of one year .
When I bent down to take slippers , that wisdom has been barefoot into the living room . She stood there , it seems very confused . I end the tea of the moment , her hands have been lit a cigarette , then asked me: "Shall we? "I am a weak smile and said:
"Can . " embarrassing two relations woman staggered moment in the eye , quickly capturing each other in every cell of the body revealed bits of information .
In front of that wisdom , painted with a touch of eye shadow , slender fingers with cardamom A red neck, hanging idle in stone necklace . Although some haggard face , still reveals a unstoppable elegant , silk clothing and costumes that can not dress out .
This is a decent woman , looks glamorous and , insideProud. Her maverick , her taste jordan 4 of the kind of intellectual woman , a woman told me this house is clearly different. Mu Liang in the vast sea of people , actually has selected two very different women to do his wife . It appears thatManReally willing to try different flavor of pears .
Mu Liang came out from the bedroom , and very surprised . Hui sitting on the sofa that did not move , but put up into his right palm , Mu Liang hesitated a moment , hit a bit with her palm , which may be their usual gift the previous bar . I am embarrassed to stand aside , do not know to say something . Husband pulled me close , Xiang Na Hui Jieshao : "This is my wife , Su Xiao Qiao . " Hui 's face was a rare smile : " Congratulations to you ! "
She got jordan 1 up to go get something suitcase , she said: "I have just come back in Tibet , about the early morning drive over the plane . This is from Tibet and brought a gift to you . " Mu she look good , And then handed it to things I do . It was very special different gift : the same is hand-painted scroll paintings of Tibetan Buddhism , " Thangka , " also used as a faithful hand turning cylinder , very delicate kind of crafts . After all, in the arts , but her vision is very taste . I thanked her . And then to the bedroom to change clothes .

I was one of the clouds , gently floating over the river in the sorrows , sorrows and joys do not care , does not jordan 18 matter care . In a fog , I like to sleep , so I open my eyes , I was lying on a piece of lianban , the crystal clear , that was the fog that I changed my look .

I come from the clouds , fell on the flap Ching Lin , Ching Lin on to become a dew . Ching Lin Wen Wanru water, with some hint of fragrance , I have joyFeelSince then , I 'll stay with Ching Lin , see the moon with the stars , sunrise and sunset .

Quiet water like jade generally gentle , Buddhist meditation often in the river , the breeze Xu years, will be heard again and elegantly Fan Chang . Ching Lin and I bathed in the breeze every day into Pure Sound , Ching Lin often will I Smile , she said that I like a pearl , and I said I would rather for you item on the chain . Whenever this time , Ching Lin 's smile on the thicker , she said, you always go to ; she said, she jordan 15 can not lianbanForeverWearing a necklace . I know this is true, because I am only on a dew Ching Lin .

My predecessor was a cloud , let me be the one opportunity dew , fell Ching Lin of the flap , I could then afford to dream of it? I only have a day where the Buddha declared listening , which I only silent as Buddha declared , then I justHopeI could take more Ching LinTime.

I do not know the world so after a few years . One day, I suddenly found that I left the Ching Lin to the Buddha 's hands , I actually became the hands of a Buddhist prayer beads . Look Ching Lin , she is still at heart the river micro- spindles , they were me , Ching Lin was quiet , emitting a delicate fragrance softly , she knew I would leave , but she do not know where I will go . I suddenly found that my jordan 23 heart all the images Ching Lin , I think I fell in love with Ching Lin ! I wonder if she will think of me , think she is willing sinking lianban the item on the chain of dew ? I think she does not remember me , and she knew I was destined to leave.

At heart, clearly mapped out the river of all earthly joys and sorrows , joys and sorrows . I know , this is the great masses of the Buddha often said . Mortal beings , each monthly cycle of the former daily things later . Buddha in the living beings on , silently watching all this . I often wondered why the Buddha refused to be squaring up to these people , why should they suffered for several World reincarnation ?
　
Ching Lin will be mapped in the ways of the world 's sorrows river , gradually reveal the fragrance .
　　
I asked the Buddha , why do I claim to salvation, the Buddha , but beings have always hesitate in Daxitaibei ? I do not release them to the Buddha ? Buddha slightly close my eyes and said: "Buddha , we should pay attention to one edge of the word , each of the world must accept the trials and tribulations to repair may finally pay off . If the pit can not be enlightened , if not enlightened , naturally can not escape . The Buddha from World , first as a people , the reason for cultivating Buddhahood , because the creative suffering Taichetaiwu after . "

In fact, that I know . I am the hands of a jordan 16 Buddhist prayer beads , every day from the Buddha 's fingers glide . I know that the Buddha 's compassion , but I could not bear to see the world at heart, the attitudes of the river , especially those men and women can not bear to see the shed , and all kinds ofTear. I do not know Ching Lin is not also see all of this, do not know how her heart would do the idea .

Whether in the street or neighborhood , can see the old grandson loves the scene . Old weathered face that nike jordan engraved a happy smile always shine , a show of hands every move she makes is always so pleasant and satisfying , often see this scene , not help me that my mother ,,,,,,
From the notebook from the time the mother can not remember how many back home because we worry about coming in late , did not remember how many times the mother 's body with a frail health station behind our backs, to see a doctor in that mighty force ...... In single- age , the face get the job and the parties accused , always wanted to find a way to stay away from all familiar surroundings , or even want to air jordan leave without saying goodbye . Mother's love and affection can often reach the eyes of the total so I could not , from the mother 's voice in the love I felt another , more deeply understand how a mother's love and happy things . Have been mature enough to think they have commitments windshield rain , when to walk freely on the waiting Chuge the . Married , and leaves the family home that day , the mother worries that blows no way to read on, but once again exhorted " to go and do not look back ! " and I think that has to do with the dismay of many nike dunks mothers and their children to pray at heart can create from Good your life now!
Many years later when I bid farewell to their children , even though there are a thousand words is indescribable , it burst in my mind more than a heartache - is an unforgettable account natural and sad , and this pain that is with his mother Farewell is the same as me , this pain will give up the more lengthy ... more
"Only parents know parents pains . " According to legend, this sentence generation generation grew up listening to since childhood , until the time when their parents are also deeply feel so much more than the painstaking efforts of parents , children mostly , no matter how old, in the eyes of the parents is always the child , parents who worry about Is the I's !
Simple and kind-hearted mother Ai Momo was in my heart , worried about the endless thick to sew into the pin , the deep love buy nfl jersey of the simple into every sound goes to a nagging in each . Mother burned dishes familiar to us , many people in the eyes of an ordinary meal is another meal , how many times can eat the mother's taste and Road, thank you then ? Fanfan in the flat days , the minutiae of ordinary life , his mother a safe gentle calm , quiet atmosphere of life , so we gucci bags relaxed and happy flies . Today, the deep feeling that I fully understood the silent life and maternal love the thick , the faces and voices from the mother in the presence of psychological satisfaction by the real .

Lu Xun to Hu Shi , from the Golgi to the Tolstoy of the ... ..., because they and their mothers even more great . My mother, not for their bright , not to the success of their education; my Mother did air max not move people to any notes , nor can greatly affect other people's large-scale ; My Mother While in rural areas, can not she sing folk songs , also could not make rain , hundreds more lost for transfer of the rural people aftertaste typical story . Her presence seemed to only in our family, it seems only if we were five brothers and one sister . Where she has not been , go to the city only to come to see us . Unable to remember her brother , been a Xiamen, spent a night can make my brother to send her home immediately . This life , the full meaning of her life seems to be with her sweat and tears as I opened the door a long piece of Kowloon River , infiltration into our five brothers , filling jordan vii in our family for years .
Mother's Day yesterday , I had at the "she" to remind the next morning to her mother forgot to say hello . Last night, accidentally in someone's home to see "my ugly mother " drama , the wife angry to say what the fuck is television 's Da-Chun Wang ugly friends , but old people are almost like that , saying it was " ugly " , your mother than his Mother also " ugly " ! ... ...
Yes ah, my Mother than his mother " ugly " , fishes were white hair, round after round of month -old mark with his tan seems to be no different ; curved protective of the waist and carry out to fulfill his child Wife Mother seems the same; can I The Mother is also hard of hearing sound reproduction , so passionate hybrid , even if I let her whisper the whole building is shaking ; to my Mother is also limited understanding , communication often difficult , sometimes a word nike dunk that will allow me , speaking in voice Hundreds Shibian ; be my Mother still do not understand etiquette , often standing in my school the school playground shouting " Bing ! Bing ! ... ... " , which makes the campus a bird frightened cicadas ! Have their own class Hongtang excited laughter sound !
Now my Mother old, 51 coaxed her old made a 80 -year-old birthday , got on to the hotel she know what his birthday , or she must not . Greetings to her home yesterday when she called me "Why did you give me birthday , so many people so far to call for? has caused us to waste money! you have the money to put away money to prepare birthday Well, to me , what birthday ! you want to waste money, I can stop , but I can not let people follow you to waste money! ... ... . " Not listening to her nagging , Yisow stopped her, let me go first .
My Mother the things I do not quite understand young ears to listen to a number of mass road , brother of six siblings , I ranked Five , five brothers, I ranked fourth eldest , was a child, I do not know , I obviously Five , Why old is ranked as the fourth eldest , had his sister not to participate in parade order , the rural customs of patriarchal strong! As the years grow , I gradually sensible . Remember that jade ring time , the mother a little mistake , his father would reprimand her mother adding that there are always all right with their heads down . Over time, I'm just sorry for the mother . Yes ah, mother of the man , how do you say ? Perhaps in the eyes of his father is a home with children attend her husband's rural women , and did not know a word . But for me , my mother is hungry places fragrant rice ' that is, good clothes pants kitchen cabinets ; is a large flower -meter piece of the buckle Department of porcelain ; is wrong to hide the arms of the parent training only . I was stumbling around a sweet day where the wind grew up , her weight in addition to the back than to climb the mountain villages that the safety spots, thought her nothing more than good, great is not great .
The temple , the mother would occasionally bring me food , because mothers do not know the school rest time , and often can not keep up point . One day, mother , we are classes, which she could not find my classes, just- standing playground shouting " Bing hey ! Bing hey ... ... " , which makes the whole campus earthshaking days Of . Which class has passed , but I also have no way from that , " Bing hey ... ... ! Bing hey ... ... ! " residual sound came out , took her by her arms were warm with a coat wrapped vegetables Box out . At that time almost with shame tears fell down , "Mom , why do you come ranging from a few minutes , then told me, or let the teacher asked me , made me a good embarrassed ah ! students laugh I do not say that the teacher also criticized me! " I thought of the mother kept to himself . Since then, I will not let my mother bring me dishes ! This Mother's Day, I wish, wish on this matter to his mother to say "Sorry, I can not be embarrassed again like that time to himself ! "
For decades, though her mother never said anything to us the cheap nfl jersey feelings of the word notes , she made me every everywhere can interpret every move out of her love , touch her love. A few years ago , I ride a motorcycle home to see her, drizzling , the mother bit long-winded over, got a few pieces of torn clothes and forcibly pushed her hand and my block , my hood herself tightly , would not let her little wet ! When looking at her cover , it looked as if her cover is not the car , but her baby child ! That is tantamount to a pointless move , eyes closed, a lengthy one can make me think of , "Mom, this car without this cover , a hint of rubbing can! . " Extremely awkward to do this I once again hit close to the depths of the soul mother son love , human love !
Mother , my Mother , while she is not much great, do not talk about something and be ethical , but she talked and acted as their own children love the mother earth do the edges of the interpretation and answer ! As children , more or less all know that no reward had human intelligence is sometimes difficult to repay it! I write to you , my heart a little wet, my eyes a bit wet, I think , in this life due to your mother it is difficult in many other ways to repay , but I will next time before Mother's Day Want to buy copies to give to the mother what kind of gifts , send flowers to my mother what kind of flowers or to send a mother what kind of greeting card - wish her a happy Mother's Day ! This is my motivation for the article . Also hope that the world that children 's friends , all of them than I did earlier , well done !

One day to see a story called unheard , could not help an audience of friends , that story is: Qing Sheng Zu Kangxi imperial bodyguard to do to send a messenger to Russia to conduct boundary air nike negotiations , then this person was hit by Russian Queen Fancy , as the guests into the screen , and finally they set a 18 bed Covenant . The person's name is ... ... OK, OK ! A friend looked up and down his face doubt that anyone who does not know this man named Wei Xiaobao you? Do not eat pork, the total seen pig run? Television two days ago it was still up .
   
But I say that people do not Wei Xiaobao , Master asked his name , I read this book really is not "The Deer " , but rather than "The Deer " as early as 200 years of history, notes , " canopies exposed Notes " , Volume book "Russia " article written clearly and simply said:
   
" Kangxi , the cheap jordan shoes patriarchs taste removal border guards asked Master Zhibi be something . Shuo U.S. eyebrows care for the pet care of the household , where three years before they may return . set 18 , are from the pillow mat on the pact has still to comply with the same . "
   
" eaves, exposed Miscellaneous notes, " the authors Zhao Yi , Qian Scholars , a famous historian of the mid- Qing Dynasty , the famous poet , famous head and almost as loud as park owner Yuan Mei , wrote , " out of talent in every generation , the Early Stage "This famous aphorism . Historical aspects of his masterpiece "History Notes "," terrace Yu Cong test, " a very good reputation , however, this " canopy exposed Miscellaneous notes, " not big smart prop master and the story of the dunk sb Russian queen , may well be called "one China Adventures in Russia , " the . Merry Queen was undoubtedly great Tsar Ivan , Czar Peter 's sister, Little Princess Regent Sophia , the so-called border Covenant 18 , to be " Russian Nerchinsk Treaty. "
   
Jin Yong wrote "The Deer " did a look when the Ming and Qing historical notes, this book probably also Yu Mu , Wei Xiaobao body has asked the shadow master do not wonder . But anyway , Wei Xiaobao style " Russian Adventure " , after all, made only novelist , on the history books where it becomes absurd . "Russia , " the article also mentioned that Zhao Hui expedition Southern Xinjiang , the " Gong country who have heard the Northwest , the city Friday hundred miles , all copper into , not at the Eluosiye ? " 500 years tongcheng , obediently , almost thought I was in to see " Journey to the West " ! Said , " all ages the State care of the household , number Chahan Khan "," News has also vulnerable men carry on . " In fact, the history of Russia and rare Nvsha Huang , Sophia is not true tsar .
   
Russia's record on unreliable record on domestic was not much better . There are two volumes of books about the author Guangxi, Guangdong, Yunnan, Guizhou and other places experience when official knowledge that Guangxi Zhen'an more tigers, of which there is a tiger "is black, both meat and fins . On the eve of tomorrow , the highest People often jade bangle see in the bar room , on the , cover thousands of miles Religious artifacts are . " also referred to Canton to live overseas slaves , and the Cantonese female marriage and fatherhood, some people made fun of him , said: " Seoul nigger , health child when the black . today Children of white , non- Paulsen also . " nigger on the child's leg with knifed open and found the bones is pure black , but his son is dead . Author concluded that : " short and art is the parent bone , but the muscles mother also . " looked too familiar story , and later found in my mind "Lonely " - that is Tales ah !
   
Including China, Zhao Yi , including the old historians when he spoke of the nfl jersey foreign or alien thing , the ear somehow always seems to be particularly soft , especially credulous , particularly rich in imagination is also very easy on the historian , rather than as Become supernatural novelist .

 Had aArticleSaw so many words: "RomanticOfFeelIs beautiful , feeling it is realistic . I know the romance of the unexpected will be ecstatic , romantic , after all, is everyWomanWill never weary of the topic , but I would not deliberately pursue romantic pursuit of romantic and destroy the tranquility of home . PerhapsMarriageWomen to become popular , or the familyResponsibilityWomen to jordan xxiii learn to compromise, but one end is slowly changing,LifeHas always been to choose in advance .LifeFull of ups and downs, since the choice of marriage would have to face with true , whom are willing to payCourageAnd determination. "This is the life of a woman for marriageSentiment, transformation process, written very well , so I have copied it down whole , onDiaryThe years, perhapsHeartResonance for me to be this paragraphMovingForward .

Similarly, I am also most woman in marriage among the Siege of a 25 -year-old entered the marriage hall . NotMatureI thought of marriage is full of fascination , in addition to a romantic or romantic, live simpleEnjoyThe two world isHappiness. It has been admonished me: "Marriage is not that simple , " but I say , jordan v I do notBelieveEach person's experience of marriage is the same complex and have different life is romantic . So I more than once inHusbandBefore stressed that " I must not be tolerated showdown onLoveMarriage "

Yes, I am happy ,LuckyTo , I do not like others , an after work rush rush markets, as the family prepared three meals a day , I can still live a life of leisure ,FreeEase of shopping , shopping , unhurried home , enjoy home state woman has been prepared food ; I do not like others , to buy a house or tighten their belts everywhere to borrow money , because her husband early in our Before they get married , have bought a house for us , we can comfortably enjoy the two in the world ; I have not tired of its fuel by the jordan xvii time I do not even know about our water , how much mortgage a month , because it all by her husband All arranged . At the same time enjoy what I do not intend to undertake to pay anything, until one day , Macabeo because of overwork and high blood pressure , looking white-haired and skinny Macabeo , I cried. Turned around , I recall an elderly woman 's home state jordan xi to worry about tiring day for us to juggle ; recall the blazing hot sun to run around a busy husband to save hundreds of dollars for accommodation and would prefer to walk more than an hour in this little hotel I regret the original itself has been so selfish ... ...

Life experience has taught me a lot of calm , but also more mature , and gradually realize that marriage is not a person's enjoyment , two people romantic , but the family's happiness . One Sister told me: "People have toContentmentCherish . "Yes, even though our marriage did not choose TheArticleWhere the heroine 's sad , jordan leisure though not what is being saidRealityAre only present happiness andSweetHowever, the same empathy let me know the true meaning of married life ... ...

(A ) the ability of each person is different

Starting from kindergarten , hand me the classroom is the breedingInferiorityEmotional soil .

Others rippling fingers , the cats and dogs to life , eager , and I was hiding in the corner and fight with the production of materials , exert his strength to pull back nine cattle tigers , that is, they can not settle ... ... many timesSadAskedMomWhy , my mother always let me answer to increased confidence : "Every person's ability is not the same , this difference , on the other hand will always be compensated. great inventor Edison child 's hand is also very bad , and even that For the stupid kids, can not affect him this inventor . "Yes ah , I also have many other advantages of less : I jordan iv will speak AttractivelyStory; can move very heavy things to insist on a very long time ... ... to remind the mother , I often they have many new discoveries.

　　ChildhoodTime is aHappinessExpress , filled with my laughter , is filled withParentsGood care of me - I love how they gingerly , as if I was a Ni Wawa , careless as it will below .

　　(B ) Do not take their own weaknesses and strengths of others than

Enter secondary school ,DistressedMostly from the unclean physical education . Many training programs are also not torture meMatureOfHeartThey like the class thatLikeThe boy laughed at the weak , timid smile doubling times of me: " stupid ! jordan ix stupid ! stupid ! " One day the black- sportsTeacherFinally angry , because how I can be completed and that " before the roll , "he angrily shouted : " stop watching how others do it ! " and then , under my eyelids drooping one by one, students roll easily , like a Only justHappySmall ball , and I ... ... my face was so humiliated to drop water from !

How the home that day , and already do not remember , my mind filled with Babel 'sDespairAnd self-blame . SawFatherAnd immediately threw myself into his arms . I finish wiping the tears trickle , father 's eyes are red, his big nostrils Xi moving forward to apologize to me : " Dad is not good , is the father of these genetic defects to you ... ... "" Genetic ? "I have already stopped crying , "Daddy, you have it? " "Yes ah , not the letter , you see ... ... "and off my father to do " before the roll " action , only the old tortoise like a clumsy Siyangbacha Also stand up with how I Puchi a vocal , and then the good father has weaknesses !

The next day was my mother accompany me to school , she said, looking for a teacher to teach the horse to talk about sports .

I was afraid my mother would blame the horse teacher: " Mom, do not blame the teachers in a hurry , I was awkward . " Mom smiled : "I am not to blame the teacher . I just want to tell him that you some of the action than other children Slightly worse , you will slowly catch up with others , let him not worry . exception , you are not stupid , is not said to you , people always have advantages and disadvantages , and you just take their own shortcomings and the advantages of others than , of course, cried the . " mom up the words, I am embarrassed .

Since then, I did encounter a bad jordan x physical movements , Ma, no longer insist , it makes me happy as it was before .

　　(C ) Yuan source is Cerebral Palsy

If it is not that I abruptly broke into the teacher 's office , perhaps myLifeWill remain calm water .

That day I sent to the office this late work , went outside , heard the horse had talked to my name : " Yuan Yuan ah , do not you know? she was diagnosed with cerebral palsy hour marquis ! "" cerebral palsy is not A very serious mental illness ? I can see her intelligence ... ... "is a language teacher 's voice. "She is minor , mainly for the movement 's shortcomings , I do not know the original , is to listen to her Mama 's ... ... "

All of a sudden , everything in front of blurred , many of the numerous academic buildings , exquisite stone carvings , and the teacher as a knife slightly creak , the sound of smoke Ruoyouruowu wander like a matrix , but the heart of the pain is reminding me everything Real existence! Hidden patch of difficulty into the grove , I finally "wow" to cry out loud ... ...

Yuan Yuan - Cerebral Palsy !

Do not know how the two words associated with fatal place , no wonder so much at home there are so many books on CP ! Described in jordan xvi the book is what sort of people ah , disability , mental retardation and even dementia ! Naive , I often get them looking through ,MeetHad nothing to do with a kind of curiosity , and now found out , which is written full, paint overlay - all me! I live in the parents lie , still elated ... ... No wonder I'm always awkward than others , no wonder the gym teacher will not be forced to complete my actions , in fact they knew I was a low child !

An accumulation of long-standing strength has bolted up . Tears falling all , I actually passed by the flow of traffic along the red light green light . I want to stay away from school , away from crowds , away from the mockery of my world , I got into my room , never out, never !

　　(D ) to ignore their own shortcomings

Outside the closed door blocking the bewildered parents. I am stubborn to lie on the bed , allowing them to repeated calls .

Finally my father broke down the door , he angrily pulled the bed of me: "Listen, steady stream , no matter what happens, you do not make parents turned away ! " "I am a cerebral palsy patient , I made What , you do not wonder ! "TearAgain like a broken string of beads , one by one, then rolled , her mother a Louguo me, terrified : " Yuanyuan , you Tingshui Yue 's ? " "You lied to me 15 years, you would like to Lie to me for how long? Originally, I was mentally retarded , no wonder so hard on my physical education ... ... " sad , desperate , like the waves rolling Later in his heart as " Wow " to the top to open the gate , I fell on my mother 's arms crying May Tianhundian : "Mom , why is this so? Why ? Why ? ! "Mom holding my trembling sobs speechless .

After crying , I finally tired to sleep.

When he opened his eyes , has a fresh and sunny morning , sitting on my bed and my mother , my father began to pace the room ... ... they kept me overnight .

That I woke up , propped my mother : " Yuanyuan , we have to pick ourselves up, can not be yourself down. children to wash brush it, clean up your pretty face ! " I have always been obedient children, so Obediently into the wash room . To clean up , my father took my hand : " Yuanyuan , you grow up , many things to tell you. " I see my mother , she is also a look of solemnity , "You are cerebral palsy . childhood with his parents You around for treatment, to solve the problem you walk , but not the fine motor total people should , but your mother and I are very satisfied , and severe in children because compared to how much weLucky. To protect your self-esteem , in order to not let you become the subject of ridicule others , I Mody has been conservative with thisSecret... ... do not want to leave any mental illness in your shadow . You do as weLook forward to, live happily ... ... "

Dad went to the window took a deep breath , and then suddenly come back to , like a big commitment to the next : "My father would also like to tell you a secret , my father is also a CP ! "He fixed on me Extremely surprised , "Maybe so how do you think happened ? right, God on the arrangements for the coincidence . father reason to tell you the secret , is to prove to you that , in patients with cerebral palsy can live very exciting . "Yes , Dad Dad live very exciting , all-powerful in the market for more than a thousand employees , if the command set . But I doubt his claim , perhaps it is onlyBeautifulLies just to get back to myConfidence? Mom saw my eyes wondering: " thin look you will jordan rings find that my father walking foot is Dianzhe , and for which he was very upset . " "Yes , I am desperate , as you do now . later I found that when I ignore their own shortcomings , others also do not care ! " Looking down , my father really walk on tiptoe . CountrysideGrandmotherAlso called , said his father when the symptoms of much more serious than I am ... ...

Like walking in the novel , everything is so odd , I had to stop and put my chaotic thoughts . Day I came to this conclusion: avoid weaknesses, I would like my father didSuccess; inStruggleBefore , cerebral palsy is merely a paper tiger !

After the baptism of this storm once I matured a lot , life on the road since I regain my self-confidence before a difficult trip . Then extract a string of fruit : I passedIdealInUniversity; get a lot of papers were about the certificate ; my speech will always cause a small sensation ... ... the support of their parents , myLifeNot very smooth very exciting .

　　(E ) lies created my self-confidence

Work , where the unit away from the aunt's home recently , so there 's going to be my better food by .

Time without incident and aunt chat , I spoke of my father 's cerebral palsy , she surprised and bewildered to laugh : " Your father ? what disease did not , hour marquis can be naughty it! " "Why father somehow walk Hing Wah Street West feet , then However, the symptoms of cerebral palsy . "" He Hing Wah Street West feet? impossible ! learn walking on tiptoe , but he learned quite like fall , and he laughed that Moyang most people the ! " aunt immersed in the past years , and I was startled at the aunt OfSmileIn ... ...

I finally come to their parents care and thought , they're lying on the scissors to cut out time and time again ILifeInferiority tree branches , so my confidence was able to stretch in the sun arbitrary . Grateful to parents, but I have to send Yemeir toFather, told him to see me the next time do not have to tiptoe walk ... ...